Hemm...

This was a complicated day..
All of my feelings were mixed each other..
Happiness..sadness..confusion..anger..

Mungkin tlalu banyak masalah yang mampir di otakku yang sempit ini kali yah..mana besok detlain lagi..AAARGHH!!! ~>_<~
Andaikan bisa memilih..aku pengen kapasitas memoriku ditambahin..trus processornya juga diupgrade biar bisa mikir lebi cepet dari ini, dan ga gampang 'panas'..bisa ga yah? O_o;;

But..Alhamdulillah..ditengah-tengah semua masalah yang aku hadapin..Allah masih sayang ma aku..
karena Dia memberikan sebuah 'perantara', sebuah 'device' to cool me down..

Yup! She is! (gampang ditebak bukan, sodara-sodara sekalian? XD~)
tadi, kira-kira jam 9 lebih 1 menit, aku nyoba nelpon dia..
alhamdulillah dia ngangkang..eh..ngangkat telponnya.. (halah..malah mbanyol XD~)
yawda dehhh..everythin` is flowin` by time..
ngobrol ngalor-ngidul, cerita soal ini dan itu..
But 1 thing for sure..She calms me down..and that`s for sure!!
Suaranya dia..aku juga ga tau knapa, tapi yang pasti dia bener-bener udah naklukin aku..menaklukkan emosiku..aku jadi mikir, apa suaranya si Sara alias Seiren yang ada di komik Dragon Voice itu kaya suaranya dia yah?
A voice that could melt everything..so warm..so relieving..

tapi skarang..apa yang bisa aku lakuin buat ngebahagiain dia yah? ..
I wonder how to cure her pain..
how to ease her sadness..
If only she were mine..

God..I swear to you..
If one day You could let me fulfill this dream..
If I can get her by my side..
I swear..I`ll try my best not to make her cry..
I`ll try my best not to hurt her anymore..
I`ll try to cheer her up everyday..
So I`m begging to you..
PLEASE!! Hear my prayer!!
Before someone else came into her life..and break her heart once again..
Let me be her guardian..
Let me be her angel..
Let me be her reason to smile..
Let me be her reason to fall in love again..
Please..let me..

OST : Miwako Fujitani - Watashi-tachi ni Naritakute
(Sailor Moon Super S Ending Song)